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Do you ever have one of those days where you feel like you are just spinning your wheels and not going anywhere? I'm totally have a days today. By the time all the bills are accounted for and the checking account is empty, it just feels like there is no hope for growth or change. It feels like a rut. The Monday through Friday routine is the same and then there is no funds left to do anything on the weekend. I have to remind myself sometimes at least I have my family, and I am working on writing. I do have that going for me. I'm not expecting that to lead anywhere, especially right now that I am unmotivated to continue the story I'm working on, but I do entertain the thought of publishing and making a little coin off of it one day to hopefully open up my life opportunities. I don't know, I could just be worn out from the week at work and letting negative thoughts creep into my head because I'm too tired to fight them off. Normally I escape by playing my guitar or bass, and even sometimes I play a video game or two. Those options have been shelved for the past few months due to this lingering hand injury I suffered during a brutal head butt from the cranium of my 4 year old who was being pissy about being woken up. I digress. I think I'm gonna go find something on Netflix to distract me for a while and hopefully re-energize my desire to write. Here is hoping you all have a fabulous weekend full of great music, football, and maybe even a boob or two...just in case I don't make it back to blog until Monday.